Top Goals in 2013
0. Career. Become a senior rubyist, and find a better job. This will be the hardest and most challenging one, so I put it in the first place. Contribute to more open source projects, read more codes, and write more tech blogs. 1. Reading. Read more books, especially non-techs. The number of this year is 30, maybe double in 2013? :-) 2. Blog. Stick to writing blogs. Although I mentioned this at...
It has been such a long time since I wrote a *real* blog, either in tumblr or my public blog. I wrote blogs almost every week during my earlier college life, and I really enjoyed it. But everything just changed. I stopped writing, stopped sharing feelings, no matter good or bad ones. I learned to hide, disappear, and be silent. Sometimes I thought this is what they called ‘grow-up’....
It’s 5 a.m. in the morning, and I have something to say. Sometimes I doubt myself deeply, not because what I did before, but what I am doing right now. I don’t want to have another relationship since March of last year. I get used to being alone, drinking beer and get drunk, going to the cinema, watch any plays, listening to sad songs and so on. There was one moment I thought,...
Some books I’m reading recently. Out of Control by Kevin Kelly Eloquent Ruby by Russ Olsen (re-reading) Ruby Best Practices by Gregory T. Brown Metaprogramming Ruby by Paolo Perrotta (re-reading) CSS: The Missing Manual by David Sawyer McFarland I should finish this list this month, and move on to become a fantastic designer. And finally, of course, a real hacker who cam make some...
Life is a mess
I sleep for less than 6 hours and work for more than 12 hours everyday. There is always a moment I feel so pessimistic that I want to kill myself immediately. But as you can see, I haven’t made my decision to do that. I will leave this chance to someone else. I will be extremely happy if that one is one of my ex-girl friends. During my limited sleep time, I have dreamed of my ex-girl...
Time to wake up
It has been a long long time since i say, “oh, I’m leaving”. And when i realized it’s October already, i considered the decision again and this time, seriously. Yeah, I’m leaving. I will not waste my time on things i don’t have much interest. I have some great dreams, i must work really hard to achieve them. Obviously, I have done so many stupid things. I...